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One spread of nutella in the morning Reminds me on how a girl patiently spread it evenly to the very edges of the bread, for me One spread of nutella, Starting my day in the morning with happiness, Evenly through the whole day with sms'es and house chores, Patiently spreading to preparing the dinner, To the edges of the day with hugs and sharings. On top of all, it all covered with love. Oh how lucky I am. Oh how can I no be thankful. To be able to love her is a blessing God gave, like a bread for breakfast. To be loved by her is just a spread of nutella too much ^^ 2007 07 18 - 0712 On 174 top deck, bb to orchard

I wake up seeing you by my side. I know that I be going but your warmth keep me stunned. I tried to leave but your presence tied me. I sat and stoned.... I don't know what. I don't know why. I don't know how. I only know who. It's just you. It's just your presence. Seeing you makes my heart beat fast. Seeing you makes my eyes only to you. I just want to hold you. I just want to hug you. I just want to be by your side. I just dont't want to leave. I love you dear. ~2006 11 16 0738hrs East West Line MRT to work~

it was a beautiful the mountain top the bed of green grass the cool breeze of wind it was everything beyond the dream but I fell deep inside the valley of darkness the fall you can never think of the cool breeze of the gravity only because you saw the beautiful now I am on another hill it is just another hill but it is beautiful too can I say that it is more ? can I say I might just dreaming ? but there is again the valley for all mountain got a valley the deep valley the valley with no boundary will I survive ? Am I just dreaming ? I know I am not Am I just imagining ? I do not think so I am happy Another beauty A

aarrggghhhh bunga mawar kesayanganku tercabut tiada lagi bunga yang menjadi kebanggaanku kemana lagi aku harus melayangkan pandanganku ??? sudah... tanam saja yang baru kata temanku tanam ? tanam sih mudah...  tapi hati jadi gundah ku bilang... tunggu... biarlah yang ini layu dulu hari demi hari bunga itu kulihat hidup susah, mati pun tak mau... sakit hati ini setiap kali ku melihatnya tak berdaya... sudah... lupakan saja, jangan diliat tiap hari... kucoba tuk lupakan tetapi tetap sakit hati setiap kali ku intip kapan sih tuh kan layu ? hati sakit tiap kali melihat, tapi tetap tak rela tuk tinggalkan sampai kapan ?

film di malam hari film di rubrik hati kenyataan selalu disana tapi hati mengapa merana keinginan timbul tak menentu mengalahkan apa yang telah tentu kubersandar yang kumau tapi hati kadang tak mau teriak teriak teriak dalam hati pikir pikir pikir sampe mati ? haha.. film di malam hari kuharap hanya malam ini saja waktu kuberlari... --- Rq.T -- 11/05/05 - 01.30am

Happy Birthday bumpy road have you been through unknown road yet ahead today is just one point to remember how He has been carrying you all the way happiness and sadness achievements and failures stability and uncertainty all just part of life quarter of a century have you been living centuries yet still await illusions and dreams are your goals but be sure that He only is your purpose of live in this happy day celebrated by pouring rain with all my heart i wish you happy birthday i will not pray for your dream to come true i will not pray for the bumpy road ahead i will not pray for the world's illusion you are wishing i

dimming sky spreading sea standing buildings sparking lights chilling weather blowing wind comforting seat dancing music all is perfect HIS grace is wonderful yet... really wish u were here --- Rq. T - 16/04/05

the clock is ticking her birthday will be soon celebrated yet here i am confused my heart aching   my mind puzzled yet here i am stunned i want to ask her what she want i want to buy her a present yet here i am empty handed what she want is what i wanted to give is it what she said is what she want yet here i am still questioning i want to give her present but i want to give her what she want yet here i am alone is it the distance or the care that she need yet here i am crying ------ 04/05/05 - 11.21pm Rq. T